I have such bad trust issues.
I mean, it is hard when you open up too someone, start to trust them and all sorts, you do things for them, even if you’re not completely happy about doing those things, but you do, because you don’t want them too drop you, you don’t want too lose them.
They give you advice, tell you things that make you feel better, they have all the right things too say, they could tell you they love you, just because they know that you’re trusting them, that you’d do anything just to make sure that they love you, or just because they want you too carry on doing things for them.
They’ll promise you that they’ll never drop you or give up on you, no matter what, they say they’ll never tell anyone your secrets.
Then they stop talking too you, maybe just because they can’t be bothered with you anymore, or they found someone else too mess around. Or, you didn’t do something they wanted you too, or you bored them, so they just stopped talking too you. They find someone else, and they don’t need you as a friend or anything anymore.
One by one, your secrets become known by other people, you wonder why they’d ever betray your trust like that.
You wonder why they’d ever lie too you.
Drop you so unexpectedly, after making you trust them, fall for them, get feelings for them.
It makes you wonder why anyone would betray your trust like that.
But that is what people do, and it is sad, some people don’t mean too, but some people do it, because they know they’re doing it.
And they enjoy having you rapped around their finger.
And deep down, you know you’re being used, played or whatever.
But you don’t want too believe it.
Because you trust them so much.
This is why i can say, i don’t trust anyone.